30 years ago my brother passed away
he was just a baby
and I think of my mother and how she hurts
sometimes I feel it's hard to go on
when life is filled with so much sadness
the longer you live the more it
accumulates
like papers do on a desk
I keep trying to put them away
but they are always there
it feels like life is just one big chaotic mess of
bills and notes and lists
I'm still trying to figure out
where to put all the people I've loved.
he was just a baby
and I think of my mother and how she hurts
sometimes I feel it's hard to go on
when life is filled with so much sadness
the longer you live the more it
accumulates
like papers do on a desk
I keep trying to put them away
but they are always there
it feels like life is just one big chaotic mess of
bills and notes and lists
I'm still trying to figure out
where to put all the people I've loved.